im here

so i was sitting in my japanese ghost class and i started thinking about how when i just graduated high school and there was a party for me, where i got a ton of gifts and things. i remember thinking back then how amazing it would be to graduate from college, how it would be the best years of my life, and how i would do so many amazing things. i also thought about how much more cash i would score when i graduated college, but thats just cuz im superficial like that. but thats another story. so here i am now, about to graduate college. a little more than 3 more months and ill be off into the real world, ready to take on new things and give up the good life of partying, playing video games, living within walking distance of most of my friends, and not having a 9-5. i cant believe im so close to the end. here i am, about to graduate from UC BERKELEY, the best effing public university in the world. i never thought i would be here. there are so many things that i did do in these past 4 years, and so much i have yet to do.

ive made so many good friends and had so many amazing experiences, ive learned so much about the world that i never would have any other place, i got to live in japan, i got to talk with so many amazing professors and people, ive gotten so many opportunities that so many people don't get ever.

i remember thinking about how grown up i would be once i graduated from college, but here i am. i still feel like a youngster, still act like one too. when does it start to feel like you really are growing up?? i cant believe its almost over..